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Created on 2004-06-13 12:22:05 (#3467315), last updated 2004-06-16
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Basic Info| Name: | burning_ice_7 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-17 |
| Location: | Milford, Connecticut, United States |
BioI can't say that I feel bad that you are hurting right now,
I can't say I care about you after all you've done to me.
I can't say I dont despise you, after telling myself countless times I do.
I can't keep lying to myself.
Ive turned the other cheeck,
Looked away so many times,
Too stubborn to swallow the reality,
So instead it swallowed me.
I got caught in a dream world,
And was unable to escape;
I have to break free of it, here; now.
I can't keep lying to myself.
I can't say I feel bad for finally getting some revenge,
For the taste of revenge brings a sweet taste to even the sweetest lips.
I can't say I feel sad that youre beginning to feel,
Exactly what I have felt all along.
I can't say that I will mourn your death,
When you drown in your own tears,
For I now know you wouldnt mourn mine.
I can't keep lying to myself.
You hurt me too many times,
Made my life a hell on Earth,
And I was too ignorant to stop you.
I can't keep lying to myself.
I can't say you haven't taught me anything,
You've taught me not to hand trust out with ease.
I can't say I won't miss you at first,
For I know I will.
I can't keep lying to myself.
My morals are finally in place,
My life finally at a tranquil balance.
I finally use my head instead of my heart,
Some call me ampathetic for it,
I just veiw it as logical.
I no longer face crossroads,
That once tore away at my heart.
I no longer shed tears for childish reasons,
I have grown.
And in growing, I've learned-
I can't keep lying to myself
-Rick
June 9, 2004
I can't say I care about you after all you've done to me.
I can't say I dont despise you, after telling myself countless times I do.
I can't keep lying to myself.
Ive turned the other cheeck,
Looked away so many times,
Too stubborn to swallow the reality,
So instead it swallowed me.
I got caught in a dream world,
And was unable to escape;
I have to break free of it, here; now.
I can't keep lying to myself.
I can't say I feel bad for finally getting some revenge,
For the taste of revenge brings a sweet taste to even the sweetest lips.
I can't say I feel sad that youre beginning to feel,
Exactly what I have felt all along.
I can't say that I will mourn your death,
When you drown in your own tears,
For I now know you wouldnt mourn mine.
I can't keep lying to myself.
You hurt me too many times,
Made my life a hell on Earth,
And I was too ignorant to stop you.
I can't keep lying to myself.
I can't say you haven't taught me anything,
You've taught me not to hand trust out with ease.
I can't say I won't miss you at first,
For I know I will.
I can't keep lying to myself.
My morals are finally in place,
My life finally at a tranquil balance.
I finally use my head instead of my heart,
Some call me ampathetic for it,
I just veiw it as logical.
I no longer face crossroads,
That once tore away at my heart.
I no longer shed tears for childish reasons,
I have grown.
And in growing, I've learned-
I can't keep lying to myself
-Rick
June 9, 2004
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